Tuesday, October 19, 2004

i'm not going to do anything today! :)

when i woke up this morning, i wasn't really feeling that well. it's really hard to be a girl. ugh. anyway, my sister said that she didn't feel like going to the gym. i'm still undecided. i want to go. but i don't feel well. i still am pondering if i should work out or not. i'm a really very undecided person. i should stop thinking about this and go with the flow nalang. haay.

i was surprised to see can's tag on my board. well, for clarifications sake, i am not sad. a little bit confused but not sad, really. let's just say that people around me are making me confused. haha. blame it on them. it's all their fault. haha. just kidding. but sometimes, people have this tendency to do some stuff not knowing that they are making other people confused. for them, it's nothing. well, if it's just nothing, don't you think it's better that they just come right out and say..."it's nothing"? i was just thinking...

wally just texted if i was going to the gym. back to my first dilemma? should i? i really do feel uncomfortable. but i want to cause that's the only place where i can truly relax and think of nothing else. for me, the gym is like a zen garden. my world away from the world. a world where worries are little things that they come close to being non-existent. my comfort zone. my shield. should i go? hehe :)

fairyland soundtrack: he is - heather headley

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