dog shows and floating on...

well, those are the pics from the dog show earlier. it's a little dark huh? i still have to read the "advanced" manual of my camera. it's soo complicated pala. hay, me pa? i hate complicated things. but i my camera. thus, i will be patient enough to read the "advanced" manual. i read the beginner's manual already. hassle. it has 2 manuals pa.

i know i do sound a little irritated. well, i am. i really can't pinpoint why. maybe, it's the patience thing? or it could also be that i really didn't want to go to the show because i have been soo tired. or it could also be that -beep- got what he was fighting for. or again, it could be the patience thing. i think it's definitely the patience thing.

do you guys think that i'm soo patient that i take crap from other people? well, apparently, i think there are some people who think i'm soo patient that i just take in everything that's thrown my way. i hate it. i actually hate the fact that i adjust too much to other people and they're soo impatient and irritable and i have to be the one to pacify them all the time. it gets pretty tiring actually. this time around, i want to be the one who's being pacified. i don't want to take crap from anyone anymore.

well, enough about that. i haven't even congratulated richard yet for having 2 beautiful dogs. congrats to phoenix for winning in his category, getting the best male and getting the best in show title for today. he's our newest champion. to LA, well, congratulations to him also for winning his category. kudos to you 'chard!

i also got to hang out with tien today and i got to talk to him about stuff. he totally gets me. he gets my point. why i'm acting like this. why this is my chosen course of action. sometimes, those things that you feel aren't just parallel to what logic has to offer. but yeah, i think what i'm doing is right. he even agreed to what i'm doing. i guess time really is the greatest test of them all. (well, not really... more of, there are just some things that you're not supposed to hurry...)

rex and sze (the fiance) went to the house after the show. i can't believe it's true that he's going to get married already. i thought it was just some not-serious news when i heard that a while back. well, to rex and sze: cheers! you guys are really taking the plunge. the leap of faith. congrats that you made that big decision early in life. i hope that everything will go well with you guys. i'm sure it will.

they actually made me wonder when i'm going to be brave enough to take the plunge? ooh thoughts. i'm happy for them but i'm also scared at the same time. that's actually and indication that i'm not ready for that yet. but don't you ever wonder when you're going to be ready? i do.

let's just remember... we'll all float on ok... we'll all float on anyway...