Let's just say yesterday I was in a terrible mood. But things can change can they not? Okay maybe it was the flowers or the fact that I saw Bert now after a LONG time of not seeing him. 2 days isn't that much of a LONG time, I know but when you were used to seeing someone everyday to not seeing him everyday to not even being able to talk to him properly... 2 days is a long time, trust me. I hate having this kind of schedule. It sucks. It's not as if the weekend is all ours as well. I have to continuously adjust to my family. I don't even see my friends anymore. One thing is for sure. I am soo not looking forward to the weekend.
So there, right now, I'm still thinking about what Noel will say in his Site Announcement. I hope and wish that it would be something really good. Just like what Ralph was saying last night in the car, he hopes for something good. It could be anything for as long as it's good. I guess we've all been hoping and praying for that since last week. After all of the ratings were given, I heard that nobody was totally content a about that. I have yet to determine if I am. Well, honestly speaking, I'm not. I was hoping for more. Expecting for more but that didn't come true.
I have yet to talk to Bert about things as well. If I'm staying, it would be for personal reasons and I really, absolutely do not want to rock the boat that I am in right. It's not stable as it should be yet and I would not do anything to make us drown but I think I have to be honest about everything. I think he, of all people would understand.
I guess for that, I love him soo much. Because at the end of the day, he's the only one I can really talk to.
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