well, here are the pups from last night. i really still do feel awful right now. i think it comes in waves right now. there are times in a day when i'd feel totally okay about something then after a while, i'd feel terrible. i really don't like this feeling because i tend to take it out on the people i care for the most. 
hassle. such a hassle.
hassle. such a hassle.the feeling that i have right now is that of giving too much of yourself when you don't get anything in return. i know that we should never expect anything in return but i can't help but feel bad and feel that it's totally unfair. as selfish as it may sound, i think i have a pretty good point.
question: how can you worry about something then still have fun? it just really doesn't follow. there's no logic in it. it's just like saying something and doing another thing. i just hate that. totally hate that. maybe, i just expect too much from people. the only reason i expect much from people is due to the fact that whenever i do something from someone, for anyone for that matter, i usually give my all. maybe, that's something wrong with me. maybe, i should be even more reserved than i already am. 
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