Trixie. Bangkok. Tita Maricor.

It's been a long time since I last wrote here. Well, a lot of things have happened. First of all my cousin gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. Welcome to the world Trixie! :)

Although there were some not soo good things about the whole pregnancy and post-preganncy. I'm praying that it'll not be soo bad and after their trip to Canada, I'm hoping that things will be okay, better or even more - there won't be any problem anymore.

Also, I got back from Bangkok about a week ago. It was more of a family vacation. Really had fun shopping though my feet really hurt at night because of all the walking - walking around the malls! :) But it was a happy kind of tired. I wish I could have stayed there longer (more relaxed way though). When I came back here, I was dreading everything. Work. Life. The old life.

I still have that feeling now. Not sure if it's just a phase in my life or if that's what I really feel. If it's my craving for something new or something more. I think it's both. I'm actually kind of scared about how I feel. I feel like I don't want to do anything but I want something more. Or maybe, it's just that I'm really bored or worn out with the things that I do.

Every single day is different. But every single day feels the same. I don't even feel excited to go to work anymore even if there's something new. Maybe I should concentrate on something else. I gave too much for the past year, but I feel like I didn't get a lot. Just a thought or maybe this is really just a feeling. Can't really say.

Next up, the Golden Day of my Tita Maricor - the best friend of my mom since college. Imagine, they knew each other since 18 and they've been best friends since then. I wish I would know someone also for that long. I wish I would be able to keep that kind of bond with someone til I'm 50. That would really be one treasure that I'd like to have.