this is the time of the year when i'm soo depressed. i don't know how to reverse this feeling. i just hope that if i sleep it off. i hope that tom will be a brighter day but then again, i really don't know. things will not change even if i sleep.
if there's one thing that i wish for.. that would be my freedom. freedom from everything. freedom to do what i want to do. freedom to feel what i want to feel without anyone telling me what i should feel.
i'm a smart girl. i know that. i know the difference between right and wrong. i just don't understand why people around me are still doubting me. because of that, i tend to think that maybe i just don't know what is right for me.
what's your take on this? would you still go for something you want even if there are other people telling you not to? even if you know that it would bring you happiness but despair to others?
i remember my high school guidance counselor telling me, you have to think of yourself first before others. but would that make you selfish? i guess so. but what if your happiness is on the line. would you still pursue your happiness instead of making other people happy?
that's the problem with me. i always make way for others that i forget i, too, exist. sometimes, i just wish that god would make things better for me. but apparently, i guess, it's still not yet my time to be happy.
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