Wednesday, January 26, 2005

nothing special again??

it was freecut for IRM but we met up as a group for Ecommerce at around 10 am. i went to school early today. By 9 am, i was alredy in school. why? most probably because i didn't want to hang around the house because i don't want to be bugged by my mom. hassle man.


anyway, she really pissed me off today because of what she said this morning. i really am hoping that the day would come when i'd here her utter the words... I'm proud of you. how sad noh? those people who we always want to please are those that don't find the value in us.


my friend said it's because your family and they know that no matter what happens, you'll always be there for them. but is that reason enough to take a person for granted? i really don't think so.


anyway, i had lunch with marie at the tent. 2 days row already at the tent. i guess i really need time off. as what yap said, i'm capital S. STRESSED. i keep on thinking about relaxation but i just can't seem to get myself relaxed.


what a bad day. can i just tell you that this is the second multimedia class that i wasn't able to follow? the first time was really bad but this one was so-so. i didn't get the last half of class. why did i think this elective was going to be easy? hassle.


went to the gym again and told my sister everything that happened this morning. i'm really, really sad because my mom keeps on blabbing stuff about me to other people. can't i have my privacy please? a little respect most probably? i'm really, really pissed off.


we went to starbucks and i got to hang out with bong and mj. my sister told them, too. i really didn't mind because in away, i also wanted to let steam off. and they actually got me feeling better. right now, i'm so-so. earlier i was palpitating. thnx mom! sheesh.


anyhow, what i day. no comic relief... :(



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