Saturday, February 05, 2005

even the best falls down sometimes

i think this song of howie day, best explains what i feel right now. sometimes, i think i'm one of the most straight people in this world but at times, i feel as though i'm the meanest and most undeserving person. well, now, i'm half half. there are certain things in life that you really want but you know you can't have them. why is that so? sucky isn't it? i really wish that life would be so easy.

i wish that everything would just fall down from the sky and those people who deserve happiness, let them have the happiness that they want. i wonder why we strive sometimes for the things that we want to attain? maybe it's because when we attain them already, we cherish it. maybe because if everything comes so easy for us, we wouldn't really notice how much worth that thing is.

oh well. this is life. bugger isn't it? but who really does understand life? probably no one. only those people who left us already. mama probably knows the meaning of life already. how i wish i could get a glimpse of what my life is all about? why am i here on earth? and where should i be headed? the future is truly unclear for me. not even my dreams or aspirations can show me where my life is heading.

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