Tuesday, February 22, 2005

this year's love is endless

was there ever an instance when you thought that something would never happen to you? well, it's happening to me right now. i've always considered myself the type of person who did everything right. the type of person who as much as possible would choose to do the right thing as opposed to doing what you feel like doing. i've always been considered to be the "good" girl. the person who'd always follow the rules and take the blame for things that i'm positively sure i didn't do or say.

i was talking to mobs awhile ago and i was explaining to him that in a way, i'm losing my patience already. his explanation: you're getting older. as time passes by, you will eventually get tired of what you're doing. of what they expect you to do. of how they expect you to act.

but inspite of it all, i know that i'm still the person who can suck up whatever shit they ask me to do. it's just that i love them so much that i'd hate to see them mad at me or even bothered because i'm doing what i want to do. that's what you call love. but seriously, i MUST GET OUT! haha

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