well, it's my choice. i really didn't want to go out because i don't feel well. honestly speaking, i don't know if i don't feel well because i'm sick or because i feel like i'm dying inside. whoa. kinda like the song huh? but seriously, i feel soo bad because of the things that i decided to do. sometimes, i think, what the hell? is it really wrong? or maybe, i'm just stressing about something that i shouldn't even be worrying about?
honestly, no one can tell me the whole picture. it's either me or the other person. but since i can't tell the other person to tell me what's the real score, then i better just rely on myself.
here i am again. thinking that i can hack it all. thinking that i can carry the world on my shoulders. yep! i'm not a super hero and i don't have magical powers but there are just some times when i feel as though nobody can help me. which is actually pretty much true. all i can do is pray to god to guide me to the right path. wait for signs (even if i sometimes, imagine them). well, that's the best i can do right now.
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