i guess i'm the only only one who's here home alone tonight. it's my team's christmas party tonight and i didn't go. it's not really because of i don't feel weel well. i'm actually quite alright but then i just didn't want to go through all of the hassle of asking bert to pick me up in mandaluyong when he's coming all the way from commonwealth.
in addition to this, i didn't exactly have the greatest night last saturday - the HP christmas party. i thought it was going to be a great night. it started out quite alright but then weird cause my mom (again) started texting me such weird things such as what time will the thing end. and i told her precisely that it will end at 12:00. but then i had the feeling already that she wanted me to go home early. so i just told her that i'd go home and i didn't feel well.
when i got home, she got mad at me and told me that it was weird. she blamed everything on albert again and i hate it when she does that. and today, she's on it again. i'm really getting kind of tired of it already. i keep on praying to God to give me the strength and patience for it cause i know that she means well but everytime she does it, she hurts me because i do love Bert and I really don't want anyone looking down on him or putting him down because i know that he deserves the best and i do believe that he will pull through with everything.
With this, I"m confident that Bert will achieve this. I know that he will be able to buy a car by next year but then I also want to ensure this by helping him out and by making him save more to ensure that he will have enough money to pay the downpayment. Oh well. I don't know na what to do. I just really wish for the best.
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