a friend of mine said that i was like brooke because i have soo many boys. i beg to disagree cause first of all, i don't have a lot of boys. i have a lot of crushes but those are just crushes. you know. petty crushes cause you like how that person looks like? but that's it. if you think it's a flirty, flirty kind of thing, better think again. my life is not like that. in fact, my life sucks in that department.
if you would've said taht i am like brooke because she got broken when she fell in love. well, okey, fine. i'd have to agree with you. i do admit that i'm a little cynical right now about love and relationships. even to the point that i'm wondering right now if love and relationship can actually make somebody happy. hey. don't blame me. blame it on my experiences. i've learned how to just go about the whole thing everyday by feeling indifferent and numb. but there are just sometimes when it truly, truly hurts.
i used to trust a lot of people but right now, a lot of people made me realize that trust has to be earned. when you trust someone, you give a piece of your mind no matter what shitty things comes out of your mouth. and you trust that person to keep it to himself or to other friends that you trust, too. well, sometimes, those people that you trust betray you and these people are the ones who teach you not to trust others. so maybe, it is true. what i told this certain person. i don't trust a lot of people. not through my own fault but because they've failed me.
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