from everything that's happening in my life. i need a break. last night was terrible. today was even worse. when will this ever stop? i really don't know. how sad. christmas always makes me sad. how ironic. or maybe, i'm just a sad person. period. but even if i say that, i know that a lot of people won't believe me. they always see me as this happy girl who can take almost anything. but, guess what? i'm not.
are you disappointed? before you, me first. i guess i'm pretty disappointed in myself for having reacted the way that i did last night. i was really super pissed off. maybe it's because i was really looking forward to a great ecommerce project. now, that thought is a little blurry. not that i dont have faith in the other two great people that i am with. i'm just really used to being in a group where everyone helps each other.
well, i'm sorry for being such a bitch about this whole thing. not that i'm looking down on them. maybe they have potential. i have yet to find out. maybe it's just me. i really feel crappy today. my grad pic sucks. my back is killing me. the guys that i find attractive sucks. i want to go out on friday but the christmas party isn't pushing through. so, when will my christmas gift from god arrive? on the 25th? will it ever arrive? sorry for doubting you god. but i'm a bit cynical today. sorry.
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