that's the one phrase that mich wants to use to describe me. can i just object? first of all, i don't make simple. secondly, how can you call that simple when i was just sitting there alone, reading the newspaper when this person plops down on the second seat next to you and starts talking to you? is that sumisimple? i don't think so. i really don't cause i define sumisimple as someone being the aggressor in a discreet manner. i, however, was not even aggressive. i was passive.
anyway, let's just talk about a person's market. i believe that each person has their own market share. others may be attractive to the good boys, others are overly attractive to the bad boys. sadly, i belong to the second category. isn't life a bitch? isn't life ironic? me, the girl-next-door, smart, good girl tend to attract the total opposite. total opposite defined: kick outs, druggies, two-timers, players, cheatters, you name it, i've handled it.
and stupid, stupid me, i still fall for the trap. i'm soo vulnerable. yes, i know that. but in a way, i still try to be strong and stay on top of everything even if my heart feels like its crumbling into pieces. that's just me. so after all, i'm not that smart. i'm just a book worm, a nerd, a geek. wally's right. so question: why don't i just attract those people who are like me? those people who mirrors my image? wouldn't be life be easier that way? but then again, who understands life?
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