well, goodbye to 2004. hello 2005. i wonder if 2005 will bring anything new to me. i really do hope so. more laughter perhaps. not that my life is totally filled with sadness. i've heard sadder stories than that of my life. it's just that i feel as though i'm stuck in a rut. and i'm waiting for a tunnel where i can see the light. not the light of death or heaven or whatever. but the light of hope that things will change for me, for the better i hope.
enough of the sad stories, there's going to be a party tonight and i'm pretty excited about it. i don't go out that much (pun intended). i don't go out at all. and this is one of the few times when i actually want to go out. i want to relax and not think of anything that would just get me down. i want to let go of everything in my mind. hopefully, my back pain would go away, too. because of that, i'm not able to go to the gym. how sad. :(
anyhow, christmas is fast approaching and i still don't feel the spirit. except that i'm pretty tired right now cause i helped my mom shop for toys for her nephews and nieces. i haven't even had the time to buy my friends christmas presents. SORRY! i'll really try to go shopping this break. i want to shop alone kse eh. and unlike before, i don't get the time to be alone anymore. how sad. i love shopping alone! :)
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